Timeless Reading

Train Of Thought.

I've been thinking a lot lately, and it's been surprising, not the thinking, but the thoughts themselves. I catch myself on a thought, and shift my focus to be able to see the line of thoughts processing from one to the next, to the next, and how sometimes, so randomly these thoughts move into each other, but when you shift that perspective screen again, you see that intricate pattern those thoughts were weaving themselves into. The mind is a complex computer you can download programs onto, and edit system functions with the spark of thought. Like a switch. Hand to mouth, brush your teeth, gargle, spit. Simple everyday subconscious muscle memory actions that we are blissfully unaware of the intricate programs running in the background of every normal, seemingly simple bodily function. Look at each separate organ with their unique specialized fields of expertise, all working in conjunction with one another to make the whole body function at it's optimum at all times. As within so without, these traits of the skills relationships between separate, yet intrinsically dependent parts of a society or ecosystemic environment are found evidently on every level of existence. The symbiotic relationship between things and entities to make the whole system work. Look at a beehive and the functions of each bee, and how important that small creature holding the magical alchemical secret recipe to honey making that humans have yet to synthesize, and the fact that without them, there would be nothing on this planet. Without us human monstrosities, there would be no-one to witness the beauty of this special and perfectly created world. There would also be no-one to leave a path of death, chaos and destruction behind them as they step from one perfectly untouched paradise to the next. Feet moving, one foot in front of the next, the first momentum toward global exploration, and the ultimate destruction and loss of self in the sensual rollercoaster overload this reality has to offer. Pain is not all bad, and pleasure is not all good. Without feeling the worst pain imaginable, you could never appreciate the bliss that envelops you once your lesson has been learnt and your realization awakens. On the flip side, you need to experience the joys of life to keep you going through those terrifyingly dark days. Just like the tides, our experiences have their own pattern of the ebb and flow of life's lessons and blows. It's all for the enrichment of the soul. Levelling up for our first stage on the long road to enlightenment. That's why we're here, right?

POST FOMO

The sound in my heart is purring like the generator in my ear. Silence is the hum. Music is the noise. Loud and immense. A pleasure if there are words and real instruments. Not often. Mainly doof doof. It seems the trending sound. The youngsters like it. I chop onions. I don't care if I'm crying. I feel the osmosis growing through me as the wind pounds around us. Toilet doors fly off. Sand grazes your eyeballs if you're not wearing goggles. I sit and type on a computer with a hole in my chest. My heart still beats on the desert floor, beneath the milky way. I will walk this empty road and try to pick up the pieces wherever I go. But the road is long, and I might not want to carry on. And on and on. Your faces, your eyes, all visit me at night. We converse and we laugh and we adventure and we hold each other's love inside our chests. Two months. Two months. Two months is never enough. Let's live there forever. Let's never have to go. Let's be ourselves, our authentic selves. Let's burn the default world and watch the seedlings through the ashes grow of the new.

11:11 12:12

Today is 11:11. (18)
A day of great manifestation. Thoughts turn into things today. Space storms, earthquakes, fires, probably volcanic eruptions... debris from beneath and above, our Great Mother Earth she is purging. There's probably some acid rain somewhere, snow in strange places. Some reported, some not. You can feel an electrical charge in the air today. At 11:11:11am I sat in my garden and meditated. I sent love and peace throughout the universe and back to me. I was focusing on the manifestation of; all the light beings that are still asleep, to wake up and and have a guide and mentor close at hand. I manifested the clearance of all the clutter in my mind and house with the loving helping hand of Reiki and organizational skills from the 'skill upgrades' department in the Akashic Records. - my computer cannot find Akashic in it's dictionary -I manifested that all people living in my house must wake up or get out to make space for like-vibrations to move in.
Every thought today has a powerful force. Think of all the things you want to go right in your life today especially, but everyday, as much as you can. Even when tired and stressed out, take a breather, close your eyes and say 'yes! I'm getting there!'.
Lose the ego, focus on the unoccupied space around you. Feel it, smell it, taste it, see it.

Never fear,
           for we're all here.
And everywhere
 guiding, helping, urging, nudging.
      You won't lose your way.
We've got you.

Instant Manifestation Example One of Millions

When you are on the right path and things start happening to your advantage so blatantly obvious that the universe is conspiring to help you -

Earlier on tonight, I helped dye my housemates hair purple using gensen violet in a jug of freezing cold water. Later on we are sitting in our lounge with her boyfriend and she goes upstairs to fetch her hairdryer to dye her hair. She dries her hair and then goes rummaging through packets of collected essential crap. She found a cardboard arm you get in your chinese long glove packs. I decided to work on it right away as we'd been making Fairy Hands and Feet for shops but needed a nice display to show them off and were in search of hands or feet.
I decided to papier mache the flimsy arm to make it sturdier and give it body. Chani had newspaper stored in a box behind me and had put my packet with woodglue in it (perfect for papier mache). I did the first layer of papier mache and I didn't have the patience to wait for the glue to dry and instantly I recalled Chani bringing down her hairdryer.

In the small space of half an hour, the universe pushed my entire project onto my lap literally. The only thing I had to get up for was to use the hair dryer. I even had brushes and water ready as I initially had the urge to paint.

Spirit Talketh Througheth

I'm psychologizing and socializing so I can analyse your kind. I need to know what each of you know - or think you know.
And I want you to understand that at this precise moment something speaks through me.

Watch as the world goes round
Watch as we all turn North,
Hear as the wind blows East,
And on this night we feast.
I'm in a world of wonder.
But in this night I plunder
The village in which I bore
A planet gone to shore,
I find I know too much
But somehow I must touch
Every planet on this Earth,
Tonight's the night of birth,
And somehow you will know
That the river in you flows
And the skin on your roses burns cold
And tonight your souls are told
In the Earth your hearts are held.
Please help us break this veil
Between this world and the trail
Into a freedom we will be
That runs its fins into the sea.
Just understand
This is only through my hand,
I speak through -
To all of you.

You Have to Burn Before You Learn

You have to crash into the bottom Before You know how good the top feels like. As soon as you become complacent with your current situation - no moving forward, backward, side to side.

Stagnant.

Something will slam you -  crash bang against the lowest form if living. You will suffer great loss - whether emotional, material, physical... You will see no light. Only dark. For a while you will be surrounded by the blackest vision.

When the dust settles and you start to see shapes take place. Opportunities start growing like mushrooms - overnight - suddenly big and succulent, bouncing with flavour. This happens so fast that you look back and find yourself an idiot for giving in to the sweet temptations of depression and self-loathing.
There is an addictive strain there.
If you hit the right nerve, you might get sucked into a whirlpool of despair with a pinch of anger slathered thickly in hatred.

Hatred is as powerful as love.
They are polar opposites.
This happens when you lose hope.

That white light that follows you around in the form of a butterfly flittering about your mind searching for solutions to your problems.

You need to focus on that butterfly.
You need to open your mind to possibility.
Trust your instincts and breathe.
Let it go.
Let it no longer serve you.
Clear your mind.
Focus on that butterfly.

Suddenly all you went through becomes so obviously reasonable.
It has given you an answer, a reason why you had to suffer. An awakening through the grief. You have learnt greatly about your personal journey. It has helped you more than you know.
Sometimes the pain is too great and you can't seem to shake the grief or the anger brewing inside you. You feel like life has let you down. The world is against you. "Why me?" runs like a stuck record over and over and over again. "Why me?"

You need to let go.
You need to allow yourself to get up.
You need to allow yourself to grow.
You need to let go.
Only you can save you,
Only you can pull yourself out of misery.
Only you can rise back  up and follow that butterfly.
You need to trust yourself and everything around you.
You need to stop trying to control your life.
Dive into that river and let it guide you.
Listen to the universe.
The universe gives you signs and gently nudges you in the right direction.

And if "Why me?" returns for a re-match, look at those around you and listen to their stories. You will find yourself changing tune and saying "Lucky I'm not them!"
Then you realize that everyone suffers. You are not the only one, so stop your selfish misery and start living. You are only on this planet once - as far as You can remember - unless you've had the fortune of experiencing your past lives - make the most of your life here on Earth.

We all need you.
You are connected to everyone
And everyone's connected to you.
Take responsibility for yourself.
Breathe.
Take time to breathe.
Reconnect with that silent inner you.
Reconnect with universal consciousness.
Reconnect - Breathe.
Reconnect with that butterfly,
It will show you the way.
Let go, breathe.
Let go, breathe,
And life will go your way.
Be patient.